What a drag.
Today was lonnng. It was boring.. but it had its moments... like T.V. prod. when we were filming... Im super tired. I woke up early today-which I didnt mean to.
Im talking to the kids right now. Im so sad. I miss them SO much, and im tearing up. They keep telling me they love me. Its sucks to be so far away. I wish i could just hug them right now, and give them a kiss.
Sometimes i dont know what to do, or what I did. I think maybe im just selfish, and dont think about others. Or maybe I just want everyone to be happy. I dont know. I wish things didnt end the way they did. If i could apolgize a million times, i dont think i would- cause what good would it do? Things are going to change-alot soon. Im nervous about it- but I think maybe it's for the good too.