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once again ive been reminded by my mother of what a shitty person I am. I guess I can never really be good enough for people. Pretty much my only dream since i was about the age of 8 is to be totally independent some day. and I really cant wait, 1 year and a half and im out of this fuck place called home. After graduation im on my own. Out of her hair and no longer a fuck up to her.
I hope my mother likes it when I dont need her for shit. When Im making it on my own, and wont even bother to pick up the phone to call her. When Im doing better than she ever has and can support myself better than she could ever provide me with. When I dont have to listen to her bitch at me because i made her 5 min late. then cry for an hour in a bathroom stall because im worthless to her. I cant wait for the day... when she knows what she had.
I hope my mother likes it when I dont need her for shit. When Im making it on my own, and wont even bother to pick up the phone to call her. When Im doing better than she ever has and can support myself better than she could ever provide me with. When I dont have to listen to her bitch at me because i made her 5 min late. then cry for an hour in a bathroom stall because im worthless to her. I cant wait for the day... when she knows what she had.