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"Stop trying to be cool about it, retard.
You seriously are an attention whore and it pisses me off. And your hair looks bad. And lose some weight, dummy. WHAT THE FUCK!"
I never understood what goes through peoples' minds. I never really understood what makes them so fake. I don't get why people have to pretend to be something that they're not.
I'm proud of myself, because no matter how heartless she was being to me, not once did I make fun of her. I said that she was a pathetic person for doing this, of course, but I didn't get stupid like she did.
I just don't get it. She pretended to be my friend for the ENTIRE time that I was here. She even went out of her way to talk to me. Came over and started sitting next to me. Pretended like she was sad that I was moving. and now, she tells me that my hair is ugly and that I'm fat? wtf? Does that even make sense?
I was soooo close to being like, "I might be chubby, but at least I don't parade around, talking about my eating disorder." but NOOOOO.
It's impossible for me to be mean to her.
because I actually thought that we were friends.
I actually cared about her.
Strike that, I still do.
and I want to know why the hell she would be so fake.
and pretend to be something that she's not.
I was in hysterics when they kept going on.
I don't see why the world has to be so mean.
Why people make fun of eachother so much.
Why no one can just be truthful.
How did she possibly benefit from doing this to me?
She could have just not talked to me.
She could have just broken contact.
But no.
She has to make fun of me and say that she never liked me?
I guess it just shows that I'm not as immature as I thought.
and that some people have a lot of growing up to do.
You seriously are an attention whore and it pisses me off. And your hair looks bad. And lose some weight, dummy. WHAT THE FUCK!"
I never understood what goes through peoples' minds. I never really understood what makes them so fake. I don't get why people have to pretend to be something that they're not.
I'm proud of myself, because no matter how heartless she was being to me, not once did I make fun of her. I said that she was a pathetic person for doing this, of course, but I didn't get stupid like she did.
I just don't get it. She pretended to be my friend for the ENTIRE time that I was here. She even went out of her way to talk to me. Came over and started sitting next to me. Pretended like she was sad that I was moving. and now, she tells me that my hair is ugly and that I'm fat? wtf? Does that even make sense?
I was soooo close to being like, "I might be chubby, but at least I don't parade around, talking about my eating disorder." but NOOOOO.
It's impossible for me to be mean to her.
because I actually thought that we were friends.
I actually cared about her.
Strike that, I still do.
and I want to know why the hell she would be so fake.
and pretend to be something that she's not.
I was in hysterics when they kept going on.
I don't see why the world has to be so mean.
Why people make fun of eachother so much.
Why no one can just be truthful.
How did she possibly benefit from doing this to me?
She could have just not talked to me.
She could have just broken contact.
But no.
She has to make fun of me and say that she never liked me?
I guess it just shows that I'm not as immature as I thought.
and that some people have a lot of growing up to do.