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of course i read what's required in this english paper after i do it and i didn't do anything Miaorino told us to do. oh well, like i said, getting a 25 is better than getting a zero.
i sat down and talked to my mother about Oregon and how serious Sean was about moving. she said he was pretty serious, except it might not be Oregon anymore... it might be California. so needless to say i'm pretty fuckin excited and if i end up going to Cali then i won't just dissapear. i won't talk to everyone i know here anymore. but i've been thinking tonight and there are just some people that i really can't leave behind. so when i go to Cali Hope, Ryan, Meezy, and Jen are coming to visit.
okay, i'm way too tired to be talking anymore. so before i write something i'll end up regretting... g'night.
oh, and there would be people i would miss. and you would be one of them. i love you, you know that. there's just not many people that i would miss. out of all the people that i know and talk to, i think there would be about 5 that i would think of on a daily basis and ask myself what they're doing right now. you've been a huge part of my life and the memories that we have made will never leave me, no matter how much memory i lose due to smokin too much. you know my mood swings and you know i say things i don't mean sometimes. i need to be more careful with that, i know. i'm trying my best, even though it might not be so great, it is the best i can do for now. life's just hard on the inside right now, so go easy on me, okay? and i'll try to controll the things i say. *muah*
i sat down and talked to my mother about Oregon and how serious Sean was about moving. she said he was pretty serious, except it might not be Oregon anymore... it might be California. so needless to say i'm pretty fuckin excited and if i end up going to Cali then i won't just dissapear. i won't talk to everyone i know here anymore. but i've been thinking tonight and there are just some people that i really can't leave behind. so when i go to Cali Hope, Ryan, Meezy, and Jen are coming to visit.
okay, i'm way too tired to be talking anymore. so before i write something i'll end up regretting... g'night.
oh, and there would be people i would miss. and you would be one of them. i love you, you know that. there's just not many people that i would miss. out of all the people that i know and talk to, i think there would be about 5 that i would think of on a daily basis and ask myself what they're doing right now. you've been a huge part of my life and the memories that we have made will never leave me, no matter how much memory i lose due to smokin too much. you know my mood swings and you know i say things i don't mean sometimes. i need to be more careful with that, i know. i'm trying my best, even though it might not be so great, it is the best i can do for now. life's just hard on the inside right now, so go easy on me, okay? and i'll try to controll the things i say. *muah*