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dear ______,
for some reason i'm very jealous of you going to visit ______. i don't know. i want you to be happy. you deserve to be happy sooooo much. and it's not that i want you to be happy with me, cause i know that won't happen. but i don't want you to forget about me, you know? i don't want you to leave me. there's something about you. there's something that keeps me thinking about you and i don't know what it is. you keep me confused, which is why i stick around. it plays with my head, and that's what i need. i need to feel something for someone and i'm afraid that someone is you. i'm not sure yet though. i don't know if i'm just realizing what i had and want it back, or if i'm just feeling a wonderful friendship. my emotions fly off the handle sometimes, i can't help it. so give me a week or two and i'll get back to you and let you know what it is that i'm feeling. i don't want to confuse you though, so i won't give you this note.
love,
ren
for some reason i'm very jealous of you going to visit ______. i don't know. i want you to be happy. you deserve to be happy sooooo much. and it's not that i want you to be happy with me, cause i know that won't happen. but i don't want you to forget about me, you know? i don't want you to leave me. there's something about you. there's something that keeps me thinking about you and i don't know what it is. you keep me confused, which is why i stick around. it plays with my head, and that's what i need. i need to feel something for someone and i'm afraid that someone is you. i'm not sure yet though. i don't know if i'm just realizing what i had and want it back, or if i'm just feeling a wonderful friendship. my emotions fly off the handle sometimes, i can't help it. so give me a week or two and i'll get back to you and let you know what it is that i'm feeling. i don't want to confuse you though, so i won't give you this note.
love,
ren