the truth hurts, kid.
hmmm. i had a "me" day. i filed/shined my nails (fingers and toes) and painted them. and this afternoon once my mom went out on her date i filled up the bath with hot hot hot water, put insence on, put my ipod in its speakers, put it on "relax man" playlist, and turned off the lights. needless to say, it feels like a huge weight is lifted off of my shoulders. but i dont know if it was just that. e
veryone is gone, its so sad and lonely here in marshfield : /. at least ady will be back on tuesday, i need a little of her guidance.
me and sam talked about show season today, and i dont know how i feel. i want to be optimistic that i will do well, judging by kristi's success with mr commander in the past, but i dont want to get myself too excited just to be completely let down. not meeting my own, inner expectations would be worse than losing. oh welllll whatever happens happens, duude. gaad if i survive this summer it will be a miracle. youth contest at every show+working every show+showing every show=death/moments of happiness.
veryone is gone, its so sad and lonely here in marshfield : /. at least ady will be back on tuesday, i need a little of her guidance.
me and sam talked about show season today, and i dont know how i feel. i want to be optimistic that i will do well, judging by kristi's success with mr commander in the past, but i dont want to get myself too excited just to be completely let down. not meeting my own, inner expectations would be worse than losing. oh welllll whatever happens happens, duude. gaad if i survive this summer it will be a miracle. youth contest at every show+working every show+showing every show=death/moments of happiness.