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R.I.P Cecilia Paniagua... You were the best grandmother i could ever ask for. I will miss you soo much. I love you, and i hope that you and grandpa will be together in heaven.
Well my grandmother died this morning unfortunately. So today was a bad day, the day where we had to make funeral arrangements. Not fun. I didnt think i would be as ok as i am, but not for long. Her funeral is tuesday at 10 a.m., so i will go with my mom and dad. Even though i dont want to cry around them. And William wont go so i feel kind of alone with all of this. I dont know. I just wish i had a more supportive boyfriend, one that didnt care about his homework more than his girlfriends insane grief. I am so sad but i cant cry, i have to be strong for my family. Its hard and it sucks. I wish i could just be upset. I just dont have anyone to lean on even though i thought i did. Sucks. Bye everyone, i probably will be writing frequently about this whole thing. It makes me feel a tiny bit better. Well bye.