Jan 10, 2005 01:54
ive contemplated many times whether I should stop writting in my journal but then I remember people whos life and experiences I use to love to read about, so for those people I won't leave. I havent been active much, you could say life beens keeping me busy which is a good thing. The Fall Semester went great! I was able to pull out a B+, B-, and a B. Hopefully this upcoming semester will yeild the same results.
My hands already hurt from typing, go figure..
The last couple entries have been private though, I'm still battling with some of my past which doesn't seem to go away but rather persist on sending constant reminders of family who I have chosen not to acknowledge and forget. Maybe you'll get to read those.
Its 1:58AM, and I must say that Im excited school is starting.. Fresh Start, but it seems its a fresh start for me completely. I feel different, however undescribeable (<---spelled incorretly =P) but it seems Im losing my bitter taste for life and its short commings, I can say I'm appreciating more the things I should have valued from the beginning and it's fulfilling. I can't say Im a completely changed person... I still do walk around with a chip on my shoulder, but I think its a scar that will never heal.
To the people who have kept me on their friends list... thank you! I promise on being more active.
For now, I must bid you good evening... or morning but until tommorow because each day is a chance to evolve in a better person.