CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP
God fucking dammit!! I can't sleep. So yeah, I'm back for my mid yearly installment of livejournal I guess. I can't sleep! Lets see whats going on in my life... My mom was married to the mexican (If anybody actually reads this and thinks it racist that I called him that I would be MORE than happy to explain why ITS NOT) was cheating on him with this dude ED, who is black (which only matters to my aunt who is fucking racist) Anyways now she and this dude are in love (this is the short version) The mexican has gone back to home country. The black dude moved to texas a while back cuz I guess oregon has bad memories for him or some shit. He and my mom are building a house down there and she is moving to Texas. That's where I come in, obviously theres no fucking way I'm moving to Texas since my life and love are here (My Kelsey) and besides the fact that it's FUCKING TEXAS (offense intended in that one guys) So I went and bought a condominium in Tigard and have been living on my own here for a few months with my roomate who happens to be my dog. UMM...and I just lost my job.
This stuff deserves a new paragraph I suppose. I was working for this shithole ACS which is a call center for BOOST mobile prepaid phones. I could go on and on about them...I'd rather not right now. Uh technically got fired from there which may or may not be the best thing that ever has happened to me career-wise. If not for that I would probably have gone on working there a few more months and just dipped even more into hating myself for staying there. I just want a job where I don't feel like evil incarnate for being employed there. Before I worked for Blockbuster, and both places I just ended up feeling were out to rip people off. I want to help people, yeah I want to make money but I dont feel it should be out of someone else suffering.
I had this interview monday at this glass shop where I'll hopefully get hired because it seems like an awesome opportunity, but if I get too psyched up about it I know I won't get it. That and I have to go back to that shithole tomorrow to go pick up my last check. Motherfuckers.
This stuff deserves a new paragraph I suppose. I was working for this shithole ACS which is a call center for BOOST mobile prepaid phones. I could go on and on about them...I'd rather not right now. Uh technically got fired from there which may or may not be the best thing that ever has happened to me career-wise. If not for that I would probably have gone on working there a few more months and just dipped even more into hating myself for staying there. I just want a job where I don't feel like evil incarnate for being employed there. Before I worked for Blockbuster, and both places I just ended up feeling were out to rip people off. I want to help people, yeah I want to make money but I dont feel it should be out of someone else suffering.
I had this interview monday at this glass shop where I'll hopefully get hired because it seems like an awesome opportunity, but if I get too psyched up about it I know I won't get it. That and I have to go back to that shithole tomorrow to go pick up my last check. Motherfuckers.