mY heaRt iS baReLy BeaTinG. . .
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okay.. now that i got that out of my system..GCI was a lot better than i thought... it was really more of a bonding experience with a bunch of girls.. and it was sooo much fun!... o man... definitely met some amazing people... and hopefull we'll get to hang out soon...
So... i came back from that... and i spent the day just hanging around.. i was sooo tired.... (that was thursday)... got SAT scores back... i got a 1300... yay!..
yea so friday.. yesterday... went to Bizigs house... for a pool party type of thing.... it was cool.. fun.. good to see people after being gone for four days... but definitely things i wish didnt happen... i dont know... don't feel like ever putting it on this journal here... and i guess maybe if someone were to ask.. i'd consider telling.. but even still.. prolly not too much.. i'm not too into sharing this one... cause in ways i feel like i may have deserved some of it... but then i think that... i don't really think i did.. it wasn't right.. at all.. but whatever...
today.. is dance recital..ooohhhh joy.. i just can't wait!! save me please please please... i hate going to these things.... i find myself falling asleep..... you sit there... and you watch little kids dance.... um.. not my thing... oh well.. gotta go ...
and now i'm gonna leave.... because i should shower and change out of pajamas before people start coming to my house..
LLLaatterrr
All I Want To Do Is Lie In Bed With You
All I Ever Really Ever Need Is You
All I Got To Do Is Give Up
All I Have To Be With You
Here's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
okay.. now that i got that out of my system..GCI was a lot better than i thought... it was really more of a bonding experience with a bunch of girls.. and it was sooo much fun!... o man... definitely met some amazing people... and hopefull we'll get to hang out soon...
So... i came back from that... and i spent the day just hanging around.. i was sooo tired.... (that was thursday)... got SAT scores back... i got a 1300... yay!..
yea so friday.. yesterday... went to Bizigs house... for a pool party type of thing.... it was cool.. fun.. good to see people after being gone for four days... but definitely things i wish didnt happen... i dont know... don't feel like ever putting it on this journal here... and i guess maybe if someone were to ask.. i'd consider telling.. but even still.. prolly not too much.. i'm not too into sharing this one... cause in ways i feel like i may have deserved some of it... but then i think that... i don't really think i did.. it wasn't right.. at all.. but whatever...
today.. is dance recital..ooohhhh joy.. i just can't wait!! save me please please please... i hate going to these things.... i find myself falling asleep..... you sit there... and you watch little kids dance.... um.. not my thing... oh well.. gotta go ...
and now i'm gonna leave.... because i should shower and change out of pajamas before people start coming to my house..
LLLaatterrr
All I Want To Do Is Lie In Bed With You
All I Ever Really Ever Need Is You
All I Got To Do Is Give Up
All I Have To Be With You
Here's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it