tHis iS whEre i Say i'Ve haD enOugH . . .
hm.. it's all over and done with.. and let me just state for the record that it feels like this huge weight has been lifted...
she ended up not cutting me... she called me down to talk to her.. just to tell me that she wanted me to stay.. but that i wasnt going to play.. and honestly i dont see the point in that.. why go to practice everyday for 2 1/2 hours to just sit the bench.. and shes only gonna use me as DH anyway... most definitely not worth it in my opinion....
so i believe .. after being thorougly upset all day yesterday... TCarp being basically the only person who could calm me down... i made the decision to stop playing softball.. it's not an easy thing..but i sort of knew it's what i had to do ..and that if i didnt do it now it would be that much harder to do later... i'm comfortable with my decision... and i think i smiled quite a bit today.. well defintiely in comparison to yesterday lol
me and maria want to help Tracy with the freshman.. we all know they need a LOT of guidance... we'll see.. she said she wanted to talk to the other coaches first...and i'm cool with that lol...
okay.. i need some food.. adios..
she ended up not cutting me... she called me down to talk to her.. just to tell me that she wanted me to stay.. but that i wasnt going to play.. and honestly i dont see the point in that.. why go to practice everyday for 2 1/2 hours to just sit the bench.. and shes only gonna use me as DH anyway... most definitely not worth it in my opinion....
so i believe .. after being thorougly upset all day yesterday... TCarp being basically the only person who could calm me down... i made the decision to stop playing softball.. it's not an easy thing..but i sort of knew it's what i had to do ..and that if i didnt do it now it would be that much harder to do later... i'm comfortable with my decision... and i think i smiled quite a bit today.. well defintiely in comparison to yesterday lol
me and maria want to help Tracy with the freshman.. we all know they need a LOT of guidance... we'll see.. she said she wanted to talk to the other coaches first...and i'm cool with that lol...
okay.. i need some food.. adios..