Dec 11, 2005 16:27
even though the password to my desktop is dadsgay ..
sometimes i love him a lot.
i have a new friend. his name is william. hes a bear. with a green scarf. i love him immensely. he reminds me of a boy i used to love. and he kinda also reminds me of a state trooper. idk why.
i hug and kiss him all the time. i hope thats okay.
my dad makes fun of my nebulizer whenever i have it on. and i start laughing so hard, which leads to coughing. and i always have to turn off the machine and wait a little while cus i know if i put it back on he'll make me laugh again.
"kay-waaa .. neb-yoo-lie-zuhhh"
i havent smoked a cigarette in a very long time.
i love myself for that.
my friends are falling apart before my eyes.
this is the worst christmas. ever.
great. the tears. fucking go away