Feb 17, 2006 18:47
It's been a long day, Actually it's been a long month...Sorry to everyone that called me today And I didn't answer, Its not so much a personal thing, It's just that so much was going through my head, I guess I just didn't some time to step back and look at it all and think about it.
Its strange how one moment your hole life takes a complete turn, I swear the last couple of weeks have totaly made me starting thinking about my life and what I've done to it.Have you ever woke up oneday looked around an realized that your life is never going to be prefect? I did that this morning. I slowly woke up to the ringer on my phone and something going through my head showed flash backs of old times, times where I couldnt imagain ever being without those people in my flash back.. Times where I was happy and smiled so big that the smile on my face could never be forgotten. It didn't even stop there, I got in the car and heard an old song... As funny as it sounded it brang slowly tears to my face. eminem ! My band ! for everyone that knows me, knows I hate eminem. he isnt normal rapper to bring tears to your eyes. But his song for me brang back an old memory.. Of happyness.... of totaly laughter.. and of friendships an so much...
Throughout the day, It just didn't stop.... It was strange, Have you ever gotten the feeling that something or someone is trying to point something out to you, but you can't figure it out?