the razors and the dying roses :: plead i dont leave you alone

[xmyxomatosisx]

ok everyone is getting busted for one thing or another lately, i think i'm going to lay low for a while. also, i'm really blowing off every guy that speaks to me. i think rob and i have hope of working things out, but i'm still not sure. i dont want to ruin it.. he's the most perfect thing i've ever had the priviledge to know. i miss him so much, more than i have ever missed anoyone in my life. and i'm sad, and i'm still hurt about it, but things feel like they're looking up. he's going to break my heart again, isn't he? i am a silly girl.
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i looked into your eyes and saw a world that does not exist :: i looked into your eyes and saw a world i wish i was in :: i'll never find someone quite as touched as you :: i'll never love someone quite the way that i loved you