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Dear Nicotine,
Why do you do such a great job at alleviating my anxiety? I know we've been hanging out a lot lately but, we shouldn't. I'm lying to people, saying you're not in my life anymore. I can't keep this up. I know they can tell. I can smell you on me. In someways its comforting. But more so than not, you make disappointed in myself. I know that I'm not ready to say goodbye yet. I just thought I'd let you know that the day is going to come when I am serious.
Your old friend,
Ashley.
Why do you do such a great job at alleviating my anxiety? I know we've been hanging out a lot lately but, we shouldn't. I'm lying to people, saying you're not in my life anymore. I can't keep this up. I know they can tell. I can smell you on me. In someways its comforting. But more so than not, you make disappointed in myself. I know that I'm not ready to say goodbye yet. I just thought I'd let you know that the day is going to come when I am serious.
Your old friend,
Ashley.