Dec 11, 2004 06:00
wow i just threw up. funny how all i think about is michelle's blue eyes and that she is asleep. had to fix this for gramatical errors a lot. urgh just was getting off her. i need to still get off her. poof. it's weird being drunk i also think of heather so much. both people that don't care for me as much as i do for them. wierd i should stop thinkin of them so much but can't. ok going to lie done now to drunk. night i fixed this while drunk. just laid down and got up to throw up. but was thinking. so this is it. ok i'll stoop now. night sweet dreams.
i think the weirdest part was even kristin looked really good. i mean normally i think kristin isn't my type. to feminist. but i guess it was the no bra thing she was doing tonight. yes u could tell the headlights were on. idk. i did feel like i was having a little attention towards me. it was nice but also cuz i was drunk everyone seemed to do it. guess it's only my dreams. haha