Jan 29, 2007 22:45
like a vacuum bag
that holds all that old dirt
remember that time we said we'd be together forever?
will you ever know what happened to me?
it happens everyday
and you wonder what went on
it's there, and then it's gone
maybe i'm sentimental
and i start to reminisce
and everytime i do
i still want to tell you this
don't hate me
don't regret me
don't ever forget me
wherever you go
whatever you do
don't say i never loved you
bleh. so i really miss Levi. I think about him constantly. all the time, and why doesn't he think about me. Why doesn't he care, or call, or love me. Whats so great about california, why do i feel so alone right now. I hate being home. I hate IT! i'm seriously about to just drive my car off a BRIDGE. I hate it here, heather all she ever does is listen to her stupid Ipod and doesn't talk to me. and i hear her singing that fuckin RAP music. I hate rap. I hate being home without knowing me and levi are apart. I hate hate hate hate...that he doens't care. I OMG i hate heathers fuckin ipod. I'm going to murder it. DAMN. mmk finally she's planning a good song. IN the orchard. i love this song. I miss levi and it gets harder everyday, i thought it was supposed to get easier. i thought that my feelings for him was suppose to just slip away. just leave. i dunno. fuck it maybe my feeling for anything will just fade. I hate this feeling of loneliness. Levi and i were suppose to be together. damn now i'm just being fuckin whiney. i hate...whatever.