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Mar 01, 2004 18:06

i guess i can go to fv this year... i thought it was for next year but i just read the letter they sent us and they said i could start as soon as possible..... i have to go to some stupid meeting for this continuation school tomorrow so im not possitive on where im going....

last night my parents got in a fight (yes i know i already said that) but ya anywayz... when i came home i asked what the fight was about .... easy guess it was rent... but ya jason and my mom didnt want to talk about it with me cause they know i worry too much.... too late for that i worry about everything....

the school councilor says that i think too much about everything... which is true i think about everything ...good bad .... i work out every possibility inside my head and of course i spend so much time thinking i find too many bad things and end up not taking chances for fear of getting hurt..... so basically i think too much and it stops me from living like everyone else.....

jason has a friend named robert... i was like me and always thought.... i graduated earlier than all the students in his class... of course living the way he did he ended up taking drugs so he could be normal like everyone else..... hes been in an outta jail and lives on the streets a lot.....

that worries me..... maybe im the next robert duran.... maybe i just think too much....
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