Apr 03, 2004 18:12
So...Its friday....and yet im sitting home doing nothing at all...im in a cummy mood...i dunno why though...i feel like all my friends are strating to hate me...they all treat my like shit...well most of them do....I just need to new friends...id like to keep the important ones...but the other ones...whatever...do what they want...i really hate school...it makes me soo pissed off that when i get home i wanna smoke...but i promised myself i wouldnt....bt its just tempting to do it...but no....man..i relaly need to get high...its been like 3 weeks for me....i need to do it like now...but of course no bbud.....um...im going shopping tomorrow i believe....for st.louis....that should be fun...lol..my nephew is staying the night...hes so funny...and hes such a cutie...i love him to death....umm..hmm..god im so lonely...i need ppl to hang out with....and talk to....theres never any1 to do that anymore...its a bit odd...uhh....well..not much to update on...so im out...peace