Sep 20, 2004 17:39
Fuck my dad...he always fucks up my birthday...act like iever ask much from him..i ask for nothing...and when i do he fucking flips out on me....fuck him..i odnt fucking need him..i wish him and my mom would just split up and inever have to go see him..or ahve anything to do with his useless ass...he always makes me feel like im a nothing...and i hate it...every year on my birthday he makes me feel like an idiot...and i hate that too...you know its not my problem that hes been telling me that hes gunna fix the brakes on my car...and the car has beeen sitting there for over a year now...why couldnt he fix it then...and why does he have to fucking blow up in my face when he knows i need it fucking done soon...im trying real hard not to fucking cry...but it never works..i always end up crying..and i dont know why..its not like i even love mydad like any daughter should love their dad...if i could kill him and not get into any trouble iwth the law...i would in a heartbeat...you know even know...but im done with this
Brittany