.[live in my head for just one day..i see myself and look away].
today i have felt kind of sickly.
I woke up with a splitting head-ache
and on top of that my mother was screaming at me to get out of bed (when i havent had a good nights sleep in about 3 days now).
so she made me get out of bed to watch two of my nephews, which i really didnt feel like doing, but none the less i did. and she was just like completely harsh.but yeah, after that i guess my day improved.
I kind of took it easy for about an hour or so because incase i was sick i did not want to push myself.i really needed to sleep today. ugh, but i didnt get to..which sucked.
but anyway, after all of that, i put hunter(nephew #1) down for a nap and put a movie on for austin(nephew #2)and then i had to clean, ick. which by the way totally sucked because i banged my knee on this island thing in the middle of our kitchen and it hurts like hell.eh, anyway after that i tried eating something, but it just ended up making me feel even worse..so i got online, and did a big nothing for about two hours. and then lauren got on and we talked and such..and then she dissapeared (litterally lol) and i just kinda sat there. then got off and watched a re-run of friends and had a little bit of dinner..
then got online and did some more nothing, then i had to do the dishes again..watched a dvd, and then i got back online..once again..and i changed my dj..i was bored. it looks amazing, and now i am sitting here, doing absolutely nothing..and waiting to see if lauren is coming on..but it's almost 3 am so i'm guessing she isnt..-sigh- what a fantastic day huh? -rolls eyes-
well i'm going to go and be tired while not being able to fall asleep.
later.
faces that i've seen turn old and grey
i've lost too many freinds along the way
memories i never thought would fade
they fade and blow away
I woke up with a splitting head-ache
and on top of that my mother was screaming at me to get out of bed (when i havent had a good nights sleep in about 3 days now).
so she made me get out of bed to watch two of my nephews, which i really didnt feel like doing, but none the less i did. and she was just like completely harsh.but yeah, after that i guess my day improved.
I kind of took it easy for about an hour or so because incase i was sick i did not want to push myself.i really needed to sleep today. ugh, but i didnt get to..which sucked.
but anyway, after all of that, i put hunter(nephew #1) down for a nap and put a movie on for austin(nephew #2)and then i had to clean, ick. which by the way totally sucked because i banged my knee on this island thing in the middle of our kitchen and it hurts like hell.eh, anyway after that i tried eating something, but it just ended up making me feel even worse..so i got online, and did a big nothing for about two hours. and then lauren got on and we talked and such..and then she dissapeared (litterally lol) and i just kinda sat there. then got off and watched a re-run of friends and had a little bit of dinner..
then got online and did some more nothing, then i had to do the dishes again..watched a dvd, and then i got back online..once again..and i changed my dj..i was bored. it looks amazing, and now i am sitting here, doing absolutely nothing..and waiting to see if lauren is coming on..but it's almost 3 am so i'm guessing she isnt..-sigh- what a fantastic day huh? -rolls eyes-
well i'm going to go and be tired while not being able to fall asleep.
later.
faces that i've seen turn old and grey
i've lost too many freinds along the way
memories i never thought would fade
they fade and blow away