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i fucking hate my fucking life. the one fucking passion that i have motorcycles: im told im not good enough to get into. then i get a fucking email about how i can save so much money on going there.... FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! i mean honest to fucking god please rub it in my fucking face just a little more. please..... make me feel like a complete fucking dip-shit and im worth fucking nothing to you.
my hopes and fucking dreams were set onm you. now im left with searching for fucking jobs and going to college somewhere out in illinois which i fucking hate.... did i say i fucking hate this place and i never wanted to come back? if i never stepped foot on the mid west again i would be the happiest person alive. i wouldnt care about how much money i have or even if i was living in the fucking streets.
you could take every thing that i have and throw it down the shitter just so i could live a life where i fucking want to live it. my parents give me nothing... they pay for all of myu brothers shit, but when it comes to mine nothing.... not a fucking penny goes to me ever.. call it bitching or whatever... but it fucking sucks to know that you have to work for everything you have even though the last 4 years of your fucking life you put it all and i mean all on the line for what? free school?
if they paid for my school its free for me... so in the same sense everything i worked for.. every thing that i fucking did, means absolute fucking shit to them. its a good fucking feeling. i worked 3 fucking years of my life to be a fucking NCO... some people got that shit out of boot camp. it took me 3 fucking long, rough, and hard working days to get that shit, and then for them to say hey you can re enlist... is just like spitting in my fucking face.
blah fuck this... i had a good time at the sox game tonight even though they fucking lost... and for that im thankful for the good shit thta does happen in my fucking life.. all it does is take one small little fucking email and alot of fucking beer to get me pissed off.
my hopes and fucking dreams were set onm you. now im left with searching for fucking jobs and going to college somewhere out in illinois which i fucking hate.... did i say i fucking hate this place and i never wanted to come back? if i never stepped foot on the mid west again i would be the happiest person alive. i wouldnt care about how much money i have or even if i was living in the fucking streets.
you could take every thing that i have and throw it down the shitter just so i could live a life where i fucking want to live it. my parents give me nothing... they pay for all of myu brothers shit, but when it comes to mine nothing.... not a fucking penny goes to me ever.. call it bitching or whatever... but it fucking sucks to know that you have to work for everything you have even though the last 4 years of your fucking life you put it all and i mean all on the line for what? free school?
if they paid for my school its free for me... so in the same sense everything i worked for.. every thing that i fucking did, means absolute fucking shit to them. its a good fucking feeling. i worked 3 fucking years of my life to be a fucking NCO... some people got that shit out of boot camp. it took me 3 fucking long, rough, and hard working days to get that shit, and then for them to say hey you can re enlist... is just like spitting in my fucking face.
blah fuck this... i had a good time at the sox game tonight even though they fucking lost... and for that im thankful for the good shit thta does happen in my fucking life.. all it does is take one small little fucking email and alot of fucking beer to get me pissed off.