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make me happy. i want to be happy. My brother hits me and all this shit and my parents dont believe me, they always take his fucking side and hes the one who smokes pot and gets in trouble with the cops. And they wonder why im so bitchy and cussing whenever they yell at me cuz my brother told them another lie about something i didnt do. I cant wait till the day when he moves out.I HATE HIM! I hate him like i hate david. everyone wonders why im always depressed,sad, and pissed all the time. If you lived with me for like a month you would see everything my brother does to me and all the fights my parents and i get in. Nobody ever believes me when i tell them shit like this. Everyone thinks my brothers nice.. well HES NOT! I hate him, everyone in my house treats me like i have no feelings what so ever. It seems like i mean nothing to them anymore. I just told my mom to stop being a bitch about all this shit, and she told me to watch my mouth. but then my brother called me a fatass slut and all this other shit and she giggled. how the fuck do you think i feel?! God.. what the fuck is up with everyone calling me a slut these days. Im fucking pissed and i hate my life so much right now. I want to be adopted into another family or just get away from all this shit for awhile. God.. bye.