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OK, so doing much better than yesterday. When Scott came home, I clung to him and he told me everything would be ok. What I was experiencing was very normal and it was ok. We held eachother most of the night and played with Emma. Him being around me made me feel so much better. I love him so very, very much. Last night, I told him he had to watch crappy TV with me because I neeeded something light for once. We watched VH-1's 100 Red Carpet Moments. It drove him nuts, but he watched it anyway. LOL He kept saying "Babe, how can you watch this crap?" and I kept saying "Because there's time's where I need to watch something that doesn't make me think."
We made a deal that this weekend we're going to have lots of family time and play with Em, watch movies, and chill. He's having a study group for his guys tomorrow morning and Sunday we have a birthday party to go to, but the rest of the time is ours. We're going to watch Boogeyman and my sister has been telling me I have to watch Finding Neverland.
So, no bad dreams last night. Good ones actually. I dreamt I was dancing in Spain to No Me Ames by Jennifer Lopez and Marc Anthony. It was a good dream. A nice break from the nightmares. The weird thing was I was dancing with no one but was dancing like I was with someone.
We made a deal that this weekend we're going to have lots of family time and play with Em, watch movies, and chill. He's having a study group for his guys tomorrow morning and Sunday we have a birthday party to go to, but the rest of the time is ours. We're going to watch Boogeyman and my sister has been telling me I have to watch Finding Neverland.
So, no bad dreams last night. Good ones actually. I dreamt I was dancing in Spain to No Me Ames by Jennifer Lopez and Marc Anthony. It was a good dream. A nice break from the nightmares. The weird thing was I was dancing with no one but was dancing like I was with someone.