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Happy (belated) Birthday to Adam and half birthday to me!
Soon I'll be leaving to pick up Kyle from work.. he gets off at midnight.
I feel fat lately and I still don't have the energy to work out, and I don't get why I can't seem to lose the 5lbs I gained, because I don't think I've been eating that much. I know I'm not FAT but its just I get a certain weight set in my mind as my ideal weight and if I get more than a pound or two above that I get upset. And really I've been at my ideal weight forever so I don't know why suddenly I'm 5lbs over it. Grr! And then I start worrying that clothes won't fit me right when I go shopping tomorrow.. because I plan on getting back to my normal weight, and I worry that this 5lbs could make a difference. But yeah this is just me obsessing, but I can't help it. I hate always worrying about something.
Tomorrow we're going shopping at Birch Run.
My throat hurts. Again. Damn tonsils.
Did REALLY well with the buys yesterday.. X100.
Comfortably confused.
Don't know why I just put that. It's from a TBS song and it sort of fits.. idk.
I worry about my mom.. she's not doing well at all. I think she's getting a CAT scan. I hope there's nothing else on top of the fibro. I mean hell that's bad enough. :(
Contemplating friendships and the like.
A2 Wednesday w/ Adam!
And life goes on.
Soon I'll be leaving to pick up Kyle from work.. he gets off at midnight.
I feel fat lately and I still don't have the energy to work out, and I don't get why I can't seem to lose the 5lbs I gained, because I don't think I've been eating that much. I know I'm not FAT but its just I get a certain weight set in my mind as my ideal weight and if I get more than a pound or two above that I get upset. And really I've been at my ideal weight forever so I don't know why suddenly I'm 5lbs over it. Grr! And then I start worrying that clothes won't fit me right when I go shopping tomorrow.. because I plan on getting back to my normal weight, and I worry that this 5lbs could make a difference. But yeah this is just me obsessing, but I can't help it. I hate always worrying about something.
Tomorrow we're going shopping at Birch Run.
My throat hurts. Again. Damn tonsils.
Did REALLY well with the buys yesterday.. X100.
Comfortably confused.
Don't know why I just put that. It's from a TBS song and it sort of fits.. idk.
I worry about my mom.. she's not doing well at all. I think she's getting a CAT scan. I hope there's nothing else on top of the fibro. I mean hell that's bad enough. :(
Contemplating friendships and the like.
A2 Wednesday w/ Adam!
And life goes on.