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It was a three day weekend and yet it feels like only one. I hate how fast weekends go by. I had to work a lot and I'm still getting over being sick. I did get to see friends though. Kyle had his arm wrestling tournament Saturday and did really good, 2nd and 3rd place! He even got trophies, it's so awesome. I hung out with him for a bit today then Mike came over for a little. I've been in a kinda blah mood today, but maybe just cuz I slept a lot, sleeping too much sometimes makes me feel rather shitty. I've just always had a thing about sleeping too much, ever since I was little. It's like I feel like I'm missing out on things when I sleep. Idk, I'm weird. I just obsess over shit all the time. I mean everything. I just let things get to me way too much. I need to stop being so worried and just accepi that if something is going to happen, it's gonna happen. Worrying doesn't do any good. And I can't change who I am, so I need to stop getting mad at myself for how I am. I need to accept myself as a person. I just can't seem to be able to do that. I always feel like I'm not good enough. And that pretty soon people will realize that and leave me. Idk, like I said I'm in a blah kinda mood. I think I'm gonna head downstairs and either read the book I'm reading or watch a movie, maybe both. Not at the same time. But yeah.