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Laser Floyd Light Show... kick ass. Went with Anson, Jason, Tom, Jenny, and Lauren - the usual group. After we hung out at Anson's... played some truth or dare, but minus the dare. Ate some pizza and plenty of chocolate eggs. Had fun. Watched a bit of Lord of the Rings. Went to Krogers for a 3 liter. Didn't have one. Got a smaller one instead.. and more eggs. Am quite tired now, but in a relaxed sort of way. Been sitting here for minutes writing this. Just because I keep staring off into space. Chill out. That's what I should do. With my life. Everything.. just chill. Have fun.. don't worry. Live in the moment. Don't obsess. I'm working on that. It's coming along.. slightly. Just trying to be myself and open up and enjoy myself without always worrying, obsessing, yaydada my stupid mind. Should I talk more.. I should, I need to. Just WOOO all of a sudden, and be like SEE I OWNED YOU! Just let it out, don't hold back now. You've got the whole world in front of you. It's better to try and fail then to never try at all. Cuz you see in the first scenario you at least have a chance of WINNING, in the second one it's an automatic 0 chance of winning, automatic failure! So why would you ever choose that? OH because failure in first could be worse than in second. But fuck that, people should like you for you. But what is you? That is the question. The search for oneself. And if you read all this you've probably all concluded that I am one fucked up motherfucker. And proud. But not always, I'm insecure and self-conscience. Damn that. Conquer all.