Aug 02, 2005 09:50
Yes, Tim and I did break up a couple weeks ago. But in no way shape or form have I ever been dissloyal to him or untruthful. I was never playing with his heart or toying with his head not only because I would have been doing the same to myself but because I have more respect for him than that. I do still love him and I do still want to be with him. We're trying to yet again work things out and we're taking it slow. We both know that things will work out the way they're supposed to.
I miss him I'm not going to lie about it. But I can't be with him right now in a relationship because I simply couldn't make him happy with himself. And I still stand by the 'you have to love yourself before you can truly love someone else' factor. It's just how I am. I was so tired and it made me so lonely because I spent so much time and energy trying to make him happy with himself and never really got anywhere. So I'm guessing and hoping that it's one of those things that he has to do on his own and that he'll figure out how to be happy.
idk. If people don't agree with this then whatever you don't agree. But please don't comment and be retarded and bitch to me about how horrible of a person I am. I spent two weeks getting that from myself.