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Don't look at me and tell me I'm beautiful. I know things you'll never know. Don't look at me and say I'm a coward. I've seen worse things than you think. On the outside I'm pretty and I smile. On the inside I'm dieing and I'm crying to be set free. I never understood this place or why I was put here. So over bearing so naive and obsured. I can't go on like this forever. Don't tell me I'm kind and that I deserve better than I get. Everyone gets what they deserve sooner or later, sometimes it's just from when you were a different person. Just because you might not deserve it now doesn't mean you didn't deserve it then.
Alone I sit and cry. I sit to wonder why. Why this place in this town? Why this human body was found? Ashamed and over taken by fears unknown. Under appreciated by everything I've ever known. You can see straight through my skin to my fractured bones. Surprisingly they haven't broken yet, but I can feel them stressing with every breath I take. I guess that's just how life is supposed to be.
Slowly steal my soul away from me. Take it while I sing so you can destroy me completely. Never wonder why I sing the way I do. You'd never understand. While you're stealing my soul why not just rip my heart right out of my chest so you can feel it pounding in your hands. atleast then you'll know when I'm at my weakest. Then you can take it and break it into millions of little shards of nothingness. That's how you like seeing me isn't it? All broken up 'cause of you. All broken up over you. When don't you drink my blood while your at it. You'd like the dull iron taste after a kill. Just remind me to scratch my eyes out first. That way I'll always see you as Beautiful.
yeah.
Alone I sit and cry. I sit to wonder why. Why this place in this town? Why this human body was found? Ashamed and over taken by fears unknown. Under appreciated by everything I've ever known. You can see straight through my skin to my fractured bones. Surprisingly they haven't broken yet, but I can feel them stressing with every breath I take. I guess that's just how life is supposed to be.
Slowly steal my soul away from me. Take it while I sing so you can destroy me completely. Never wonder why I sing the way I do. You'd never understand. While you're stealing my soul why not just rip my heart right out of my chest so you can feel it pounding in your hands. atleast then you'll know when I'm at my weakest. Then you can take it and break it into millions of little shards of nothingness. That's how you like seeing me isn't it? All broken up 'cause of you. All broken up over you. When don't you drink my blood while your at it. You'd like the dull iron taste after a kill. Just remind me to scratch my eyes out first. That way I'll always see you as Beautiful.
yeah.