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Jul 07, 2005 13:27

Ok so two weeks ago I have my yearly visit to the doctor. I needed refills for my bc. So my doctor wanted me to have a blood test done to check everything out. I have a serious phobia of needles going into veins. I can't stand it...
So I acted tough and got it done, the lady was really nice and got it on the first try. So I get a phone call and my doctor says that "an enzyme was off a little". She told me not to drink alcohol, which I don't anyway, don't take any type of pain reliever or fever reducer, which I hardly do anyway. She wants me back in a month to see how I'm doing. Just my luck, I have to get blood drawn again. so anyway, my mom got the results of my test and showed another doctor at work. He says that he would have me checked for gallbladder disease/disorder immediately. Two things were off on the test, and off by a lot. i don't know why my doctor tried to hide it from me.

So I'm sick. I feel like shit. Everytime I eat, it makes me sick. If I do anything after I eat, I get severe pain under my ribs on the right side. The only way to solve the problem...sugery to take the gallbladder out. So I'm nervous. But I just wish I didn't feel like this. I just want to curl into a ball and die. It's that bad.

So I am sitting at work, trying not to throw up, trying to keep my head up...trying to survive.

I hope it isn't something serious. I hope when I get my blood tested again that everything will be normal and I will feel better.....

BLAH!
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