Speaking Up, but Not Out.
Not going to lie, but I really haven't been all that happy in quite sometime. Yes, I have had happy moments, who doesn't? But I haven't been constantly happy or even just content for more than possibly three days. It's not like anything in particular has gone wrong. No one has said anything to me and no one has really done anything to upset me. It'
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I don't want to say that I know exactly how you are feeling right now, but I wanted to let you know that you are not alone. Numerous times this year I have felt as though nobody understands or listens to me. Like I'm taking for granted and used and nobody even cares when I'm there. It sucks, but i've just come to terms with the fact that people suck. lol. To be as honest as that- they seriously do. And I dont know but I it seems to me, that you fit in with the band- I mean only you know in your heart whether or not you do, but honestly it wouldnt have been the same without you- sorry I know you said you dont like when people say that. But truthfully, from the bottom of my heart, you really helped me this year- and last year when we were protesting the field show idea and spilling our guts to G about what we felt about that selection- I honestly really think of you as a vital part of the band :). I know what you mean when you say that your sick of high school and drama and shit like that- because I have been ready to graduate for many months already- but just try to breathe and htink that there are only 9 real days of school left (the rest are finals and they don't count...lol) !! COLLEGE IS COMING UP and it is going to be amazing!! Just know that I love you and know that you are there, and when I invite you places its because I want you there-- not because I feel like you need to be there. I heart you so much!
Only a couple more days until high school is over <33
~Nicole
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