Sep 21, 2002 06:24
yeah so this morning i dropped my mom off at her work and went to get a new tire for the car .,... WEELLLLLL ... after $75.00 and being very much hit upon by (fairly sexy) dirty mechanics (okay ... like, trailor park sexy .. you know, dirty men, raarr!) .... i got a new tire ... yay.
right?
yeah ... untill i went to school ... blah blah .. insert video on the author of Night .... insert english class where i tried really hard not to get touched by the boy with no arms ... (and succeeded!) .....
THEN ... i pick my mom up from work ... and she freaks out cause the "Check Engine" light is on ....
ah, im tired of writing ... long story short ... something circular broke off in our engine ... so theyre fixing that ... but its not the reason that the light was on ... so we're going to be very very poor soon.
work ... was alright ... my hair is blonde, and i kept catching reflections of myself in stuff ... i look kinda scary right now ... im sure i'll get used to it ... but for right now ... its weird.
The really nice neat boy with the scary eyes that works in induct with me came down and talked to me tonight. He was standing in his little cage, and got a real puzzled look on his face and started to go down the ladder, but stopped himself for a second and then started again ... i was totally hoping that he'd come talk to me ... but i didnt think that he would ... BUT HE DID! ...
so we talked for a little bit ... nothing too mentally enhancing ... just conversation ... im so desperate for friends right now .... i hate being lonely ... so every little development is like a major milestone to me. Im not thinking this kid is dating material or anything ... but he's nice, cute ... and he talks to me ... im happy.
i might get to stay in induct forever ... missy's gonna ask asshole scott tonight ... so lets all hope for the bestest.
i havent talked to mike in a few days ... like he'll be online, but doesnt talk ... i dunno i prolly screwed up really big with him the other day when we hung out. I dont wanna get hurt .... i dont wanna hurt anyone ... and i dont want to loose friends .... ive got a whole list of "dont's" ... but do i have any "do's"? ..... aye yie yie.
im friggin paranoid. why? cause big brother is watching me ... or something like that.
i think im gonna go get some hashbrowns now ....
goodnight.