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Its kinda weird ... night before last when i was at mike's we were talking and he said something to the effect of "dont take kevin leaving as a personal hit, it had nothing to do with you" ... ive thought a ton about that since ...
i dunno if i took it that way or not ... i know its not ...
but maybe i *have* been taking it as such ... just cause he didnt say goodbye.
i decided that it wouldnt have sucked so bad if he had just said goodbye.
i am such a confused person these days. Current events arent making the confusion any better ... im not complaining, just noting ... i hate not knowing where i am headed in my life ...
i need a plan.
what that plan is? i dont know.
i kinda wish i could go away to NSLC for a week or two and figure shit out for myself. I miss that bubble. *Hurry and get here, March*
i dunno if i took it that way or not ... i know its not ...
but maybe i *have* been taking it as such ... just cause he didnt say goodbye.
i decided that it wouldnt have sucked so bad if he had just said goodbye.
i am such a confused person these days. Current events arent making the confusion any better ... im not complaining, just noting ... i hate not knowing where i am headed in my life ...
i need a plan.
what that plan is? i dont know.
i kinda wish i could go away to NSLC for a week or two and figure shit out for myself. I miss that bubble. *Hurry and get here, March*