this is to make me feel better not for entertainment
mom and dad are back home. i sat down and talked to dad about all thats happened this week yeah it took a couple of hours. kinda interesting conversation. everytime i talk to someone about work it makes me more inthused to quit but when im at work talk to the guys i hate to leave. im torn and the clock is ticking 2 weeks will they call my bluff? is it a bluff at all? i think im gunna write an offical resignation letter and give it to david that would diffenitly prove that im not joking. cuz i dont think they believe me when i say im gone. ive decided tomorrow im going to try to find a employee manual and see what it says should happen to people that steal from others. im really hoping that it says termination cuz then prestonw ould be gone and then i would stay. but i could prolly go back and forth about the subject all not. im stressed and im confused but i cant stay this stressed out something will blow and it wont be pretty.
i hate that all i really do is warcraft. school, work, rick, warcraft. thats my life right there... now im kinda sad. i wonder what im missing sometimes. i see my friends stuff on here well not really friends just people i knew in high school and i see what they are doing and how they are changing and then i look at me and what i changed into and im in tears.
me and rick were talking about how ive just become so air headed now. i use to be so much more and i dont know what happened. i dont think straight anymore. i do things or say things and then i say now why the fuck did i just do that! and i just sound stupid when i talk and i studder sometimes. never did that before. but it seems like the i just keep getting dumber and dumber. i wonder if this is emotional, or spiritual or what. i cant figure out what is causing this and i really dont want people to tell me weed and alcohol.
i hate that all i really do is warcraft. school, work, rick, warcraft. thats my life right there... now im kinda sad. i wonder what im missing sometimes. i see my friends stuff on here well not really friends just people i knew in high school and i see what they are doing and how they are changing and then i look at me and what i changed into and im in tears.
me and rick were talking about how ive just become so air headed now. i use to be so much more and i dont know what happened. i dont think straight anymore. i do things or say things and then i say now why the fuck did i just do that! and i just sound stupid when i talk and i studder sometimes. never did that before. but it seems like the i just keep getting dumber and dumber. i wonder if this is emotional, or spiritual or what. i cant figure out what is causing this and i really dont want people to tell me weed and alcohol.