Saying Good bye to ghosts....
can't get on warcraft... that makes me mad i wanna play. that game is funny.
Ive been thinking about my sister a lot today. i worry about her sanity, with everything shes going through right now im glad she finds a way to hold together. I hope going to Texas was good for her. But im sure she took her cell phone and im sure he continued to harrass her. this whole thing is driving me nuts....
For those who don't know (Background) Annie got a devorce in June from Dee they were married less then 3 years. he devorced her and told her he just didn't love her anymore. But even after the devorced they continued talking with eachother. Everything about the guy is fishy and everything he says just doesn't add up. So later we found that he had been cheating on her a for a year before the devorce. Her name is Amber. All he does is lie to my sister and its been beating her down for a long time now. Anyway a few weeks before christmas he came over to my house and talk to me and my parents about how sorry he was and pitty party for me and then he actually said "I left her because she didn't fold my clothes and cook my dinner" oh yeah piss me off. and then he brought up the whole thing between him and me (i stopped talking to him for 2 years ago but thats a long story) and yeah he deserved everything the bastard. So the next day they went to see a show and Amber met them at the door after the show and threw a fit. So everything he has been talling annie he has also been feeding her. a week before christmas and sat down with him and told him it was completely over. no more talking i never wanna see u again i want to move on with my life blah blah blah....
He won't stop calling her or text messaging her telling her how he misses him and how hes screwed up everything in the book u name it. Pretty much ruined her christmas. and then was threatening to hurt himself and just won't leave her alone. So then the other night when we got home he was driving back and forth infront of our house and i was mad i was pissed she wouldn't let me call the cops. She called and talked to his parents and his family telling them what was going on and something needed to happen. Personally i think someone should throw him in the mental hospital cuz that boy is fucked up in the head! can u say compulsive liar.
Anyway she just left and went to the gym (or said that was where she was going but my gut is telling me something is going on and i think shes at his house and im worried about her. i really wanna go over there and make sure. but my brother said we can't force her to do anything and she needs to take care of this on her own. I hate having a wise brother....
is it bad when he said he was thinking of hurting himself i have hoping he would. Is it bad i wish he was dead. then he would be away from my sister forever bu i know that would rip her to pieces and i don't want that. Is it bad that i want to kill him myself or atleast do something horrible to him? The only thing stopping me is karma. i know if i hurt him it would come back to me and id rather it not. And then im also wonder if he would fight back and end up hurting me. i mean he is a really big guy. hes a bouncer at clubs and has gone to the gym every single day from before i knew him. that and i don't know where to get a gun. i think id rather him commit suicide that would make me happy i just wouldn't want annie to think that she caused it. BASTARD! lying piece of shit. Mom came in a min ago and told me how she was looking through things from 2005 and she came across where she wrote about annie getting in the wreck in the truck and busting up her head. She said she tryed to call dee 1st called him several times and never answered her and it was my parents that went and got her and took her to the hospital. And mom was saying how it sickened her to think about it cuz that was one of the nights he didn't come home ("he stayed the night at the bar") but now you just know he was fucking that whore. i hope horrible things come to her too! i don't know which one i hate more. Annie told me she drives a mini van.... i think i might do something to it. i would do something to Dee's but then everyone would knoe it was me i mean who else around knows anything about cars. I dream about it sometimes the crimes i could do and ways to keep myself from getting caught. My brother thinks im hateful about everything. but god damn if i can't stop from crying everytime i think about that night my brother and sister woke me up and she broke down on my floor telling me her marriage was ending. It hurts my heart so deeply and if it hurts that much for me i can't even amagine what she was feeling. And he will never pay enough for that. And i may be hateful and i may be evil but i have never ever tossed away the sweetest person in the world because she didn't want to go to the gym for she ate 2 helpings of potatoes. He beat her down telling her how fat she was and how all of their problems would just magicly go away if she just started going to the gym again. She was so depressed and in the times he needed her most he was too busy fucking some other girl! How can you handle something like that? im so upset i can't even breath. I wish she would just let me handle it cuz i have a lot of words for him. and it would get bad. But i swear he would never come near her again. Cuz damnit i would kill him! but then i dunno if death is even good enough for him. I want him to get stuck in the biggest shit so deep he can't get out. i wish there was a way i could put him in jail for life. And if i could find proof about him on steroids i would.
it helps to get it out.
Ive been thinking about my sister a lot today. i worry about her sanity, with everything shes going through right now im glad she finds a way to hold together. I hope going to Texas was good for her. But im sure she took her cell phone and im sure he continued to harrass her. this whole thing is driving me nuts....
For those who don't know (Background) Annie got a devorce in June from Dee they were married less then 3 years. he devorced her and told her he just didn't love her anymore. But even after the devorced they continued talking with eachother. Everything about the guy is fishy and everything he says just doesn't add up. So later we found that he had been cheating on her a for a year before the devorce. Her name is Amber. All he does is lie to my sister and its been beating her down for a long time now. Anyway a few weeks before christmas he came over to my house and talk to me and my parents about how sorry he was and pitty party for me and then he actually said "I left her because she didn't fold my clothes and cook my dinner" oh yeah piss me off. and then he brought up the whole thing between him and me (i stopped talking to him for 2 years ago but thats a long story) and yeah he deserved everything the bastard. So the next day they went to see a show and Amber met them at the door after the show and threw a fit. So everything he has been talling annie he has also been feeding her. a week before christmas and sat down with him and told him it was completely over. no more talking i never wanna see u again i want to move on with my life blah blah blah....
He won't stop calling her or text messaging her telling her how he misses him and how hes screwed up everything in the book u name it. Pretty much ruined her christmas. and then was threatening to hurt himself and just won't leave her alone. So then the other night when we got home he was driving back and forth infront of our house and i was mad i was pissed she wouldn't let me call the cops. She called and talked to his parents and his family telling them what was going on and something needed to happen. Personally i think someone should throw him in the mental hospital cuz that boy is fucked up in the head! can u say compulsive liar.
Anyway she just left and went to the gym (or said that was where she was going but my gut is telling me something is going on and i think shes at his house and im worried about her. i really wanna go over there and make sure. but my brother said we can't force her to do anything and she needs to take care of this on her own. I hate having a wise brother....
is it bad when he said he was thinking of hurting himself i have hoping he would. Is it bad i wish he was dead. then he would be away from my sister forever bu i know that would rip her to pieces and i don't want that. Is it bad that i want to kill him myself or atleast do something horrible to him? The only thing stopping me is karma. i know if i hurt him it would come back to me and id rather it not. And then im also wonder if he would fight back and end up hurting me. i mean he is a really big guy. hes a bouncer at clubs and has gone to the gym every single day from before i knew him. that and i don't know where to get a gun. i think id rather him commit suicide that would make me happy i just wouldn't want annie to think that she caused it. BASTARD! lying piece of shit. Mom came in a min ago and told me how she was looking through things from 2005 and she came across where she wrote about annie getting in the wreck in the truck and busting up her head. She said she tryed to call dee 1st called him several times and never answered her and it was my parents that went and got her and took her to the hospital. And mom was saying how it sickened her to think about it cuz that was one of the nights he didn't come home ("he stayed the night at the bar") but now you just know he was fucking that whore. i hope horrible things come to her too! i don't know which one i hate more. Annie told me she drives a mini van.... i think i might do something to it. i would do something to Dee's but then everyone would knoe it was me i mean who else around knows anything about cars. I dream about it sometimes the crimes i could do and ways to keep myself from getting caught. My brother thinks im hateful about everything. but god damn if i can't stop from crying everytime i think about that night my brother and sister woke me up and she broke down on my floor telling me her marriage was ending. It hurts my heart so deeply and if it hurts that much for me i can't even amagine what she was feeling. And he will never pay enough for that. And i may be hateful and i may be evil but i have never ever tossed away the sweetest person in the world because she didn't want to go to the gym for she ate 2 helpings of potatoes. He beat her down telling her how fat she was and how all of their problems would just magicly go away if she just started going to the gym again. She was so depressed and in the times he needed her most he was too busy fucking some other girl! How can you handle something like that? im so upset i can't even breath. I wish she would just let me handle it cuz i have a lot of words for him. and it would get bad. But i swear he would never come near her again. Cuz damnit i would kill him! but then i dunno if death is even good enough for him. I want him to get stuck in the biggest shit so deep he can't get out. i wish there was a way i could put him in jail for life. And if i could find proof about him on steroids i would.
it helps to get it out.