Hot Hot Heat
so once again i'm drinking. I'm suppose to go to bricktown with joseph tonight but he doesn't get off work til 10... and then im kinda nervous cuz i think he'll end up back off. And i look so cute im ready to go. I'm thinking about just heading down there but im affraid he'll back out and i'll be down there by myself and i dunno if that would be fun. i wanna get really trashed. i wonder if i can get him to drive. i doubt it poor little college students you know how that is.
I'm excited though cuz i really wanna hang out with him. I always wanted to cuz he seems like a really cool person but i never really got to know him but hey i got a second chance. I don't know what rick thinks of this. im sure he doesn't care he trusts me and he should but then i was thinking about what if all his best friends were girls. and he hung out with them all the time.... i dunno how i would feel about that.
We're suppose to go see hot hot heat, but im wondering if we won't end up late. another reason y i wanna head out early cuz i like them they're cool. but then i also wonder if its not sold out cuz then i would have made the trip for nothing but wasting gas... i wish he didn't have to work today.
I'm excited though cuz i really wanna hang out with him. I always wanted to cuz he seems like a really cool person but i never really got to know him but hey i got a second chance. I don't know what rick thinks of this. im sure he doesn't care he trusts me and he should but then i was thinking about what if all his best friends were girls. and he hung out with them all the time.... i dunno how i would feel about that.
We're suppose to go see hot hot heat, but im wondering if we won't end up late. another reason y i wanna head out early cuz i like them they're cool. but then i also wonder if its not sold out cuz then i would have made the trip for nothing but wasting gas... i wish he didn't have to work today.