Happy Birthday Hashbrown

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I'm at my mom's house, bummer much. and I'm going to be here until school starts, It's like being in jail here, I can use the phone but I can't go anywhere with anyone, I'm like isolated from the real world, and my mom can't bring me anywhere because her car is a peice of crap, grrrr and to top it all off me and beth aren't friends anymore because she's a fat bitch. ok so here's what happened. beth was talking about me behind my back and taylor called me that day and told me about it, so I didn't talk to beth for 3 weeks, and I didn't find out until a week ago that beth was mad at me because she THOUGHT I flicked her off, which I never did, so when I told her that I never did anything to her and she was the one gossiping about me she wouldn't listen and she thought she hadn't done anything wrong and I had been wrong, so she went behind my back and started trying to get all of my friends to hate me, she said I was insecure and this whole fight was for attention, blah so anyways some of my friends did believe her until they talked to me, and when they did talk to me they told beth that they didn't think it was all my fault and she got all pissed and said they were betraying her (silly I know) so I confronted her for the second time and asked her why she would go behind my back and say these things about me and stuff and all she said was "what do you want me to say?" and stuff like that, so finally I said "fine whatever I was wrong you were right, you had all the right in the world to gossip about me and bring all these people into our stupid fight, I never want to talk to you again, it's over" and that was it, I haven't talked to her since. grr but I could have forgiven her for gossiping about me, but trying to turn my friends against me is going way too far, she shouldn't have brought all those people into it, they had nothing to do with our fight, it was just between me and her and she had to make it a huge deal, so I dropped her, she wasn't worth the energy. but I mean all this drama is happening now, imagine how highschool is going to be. grrrr. anyways, I think anthony hates me, I don't know why, but he just doesn't talk to me the way he used to and when he calls he talks for like 5 minutes and then he has some excuse to go, he seems bored with me and he just has this pissy tone with me, maybe he's PMSing, I don't know. grr I really hate staying at my mom's house, I need a hug ahh!!!!
ttyl

<3 Hope

P.S. Merry Birthday Hashy