dream...
Lastnight I had a dream un like any I've ever had.
We were in a huge stadium that was about 300 or so feet deep crowded with people and ontop of it was a huge house with a party in which I saw many familiar faces as well as new ones. And the most peculiar thign about it was that Markov was there. (aussie ex) and the feeling that I had was unlike any other... I couldn't bear to be without him ...like i "loved" him so much, that when I lost sight of him I reached a level of anxiousness that was indescribable. I went throught the whole staduim where some people were dressed as if they'd gone to a ball and others in regular day attire. Funny thing is that I knew Markov and I had agreed that if we lost each other we'd always return to my bedroom...apparently the house ontop of the stadium was mine and I was some sort of celebrity. But none of that mattered to me I just wanted to be with him.
Which is really weird considering I haven't spoken to him in about a year or so and what we had wasn't concrete.
I woke up confused and with a pain in my chest.
We were in a huge stadium that was about 300 or so feet deep crowded with people and ontop of it was a huge house with a party in which I saw many familiar faces as well as new ones. And the most peculiar thign about it was that Markov was there. (aussie ex) and the feeling that I had was unlike any other... I couldn't bear to be without him ...like i "loved" him so much, that when I lost sight of him I reached a level of anxiousness that was indescribable. I went throught the whole staduim where some people were dressed as if they'd gone to a ball and others in regular day attire. Funny thing is that I knew Markov and I had agreed that if we lost each other we'd always return to my bedroom...apparently the house ontop of the stadium was mine and I was some sort of celebrity. But none of that mattered to me I just wanted to be with him.
Which is really weird considering I haven't spoken to him in about a year or so and what we had wasn't concrete.
I woke up confused and with a pain in my chest.