I've Been Careless With A Delicate Man
When You Feel Like Scum
When you feel like scum
the circus freaks come running
from all over town
they scrape you off the floor
and they take their turns
they don't feel your pain
they never let you speak
but they do know how to make you weak
When you feel like scum
there's no turning back
everything turns black
and your ugly
When your the scum of the earth
nothing seems alright
wishing and hoping for it to get bright
but there's no reaching sunlight
When your nothing
your not real
you have no empty feelings
only hear your heart beating
driving you insane
unforgiving the freaks are
unforgiving and nasty
they'll walk around you and say
"you're dead already" and then they'll spit at your face
no use calling for help
you'll only end up hurting yourself
~christina
My Generation
My generation is filled with whiny idealists filled with broken dreams
This generation is failing and noone knows what anything means
I'm called a liar and a faker
i've hurt and caused pain
now i'm back in my hole with the world's remorse sitting on my window pane
I only made the shit smell worse then it did before
I only wanted more...
more of you and more of me
joined...
intertwined...
in one big straight line
curiosity does kill but i ate the cat
my worlds coming down and my rats getting fat
I'm sorry i said, but i obviously need time for that
to place the pieces, back together and to stand up tall and put on my satin hat
and do a little dance and make a little love
i'm too big of a baby to ever know
how to grow up in a world where tomorrows, are yesterdays and todays are never over
I'm sorry again, i love you again...
Which mind is the right one...To be in the right of mind?
I think i got stuck with 2 wrong lefts and only a right up ahead but my power steering is fucked
SO if you want to forget everything i said
Go ahead, that's fine, i'll just say it again.
I'm not forgetful so don't worry
"You're just one big baby!" he said to me
I must be for crying, for feeling, for being sorry and for stealing
I know i'm awful and stupid
but then again i'm only human
But that's no excuse which i'm sure you'll tell me soon
Punish me and hurt me
i deserve it all i'm sure
I'm a criminal, and you hate me
but i can't help but to love you
so i'm sorry again i know you've heard it before
and you'll hear it some more cuz i'm feeling really guilty
for the shit i put on your plate
don't eat it, it's nasty.
~christina
Wooooooooooooooooooooo ..... she sings "just breathe" i'm feeling sick. Blah! I'm so fucked up.
When you feel like scum
the circus freaks come running
from all over town
they scrape you off the floor
and they take their turns
they don't feel your pain
they never let you speak
but they do know how to make you weak
When you feel like scum
there's no turning back
everything turns black
and your ugly
When your the scum of the earth
nothing seems alright
wishing and hoping for it to get bright
but there's no reaching sunlight
When your nothing
your not real
you have no empty feelings
only hear your heart beating
driving you insane
unforgiving the freaks are
unforgiving and nasty
they'll walk around you and say
"you're dead already" and then they'll spit at your face
no use calling for help
you'll only end up hurting yourself
~christina
My Generation
My generation is filled with whiny idealists filled with broken dreams
This generation is failing and noone knows what anything means
I'm called a liar and a faker
i've hurt and caused pain
now i'm back in my hole with the world's remorse sitting on my window pane
I only made the shit smell worse then it did before
I only wanted more...
more of you and more of me
joined...
intertwined...
in one big straight line
curiosity does kill but i ate the cat
my worlds coming down and my rats getting fat
I'm sorry i said, but i obviously need time for that
to place the pieces, back together and to stand up tall and put on my satin hat
and do a little dance and make a little love
i'm too big of a baby to ever know
how to grow up in a world where tomorrows, are yesterdays and todays are never over
I'm sorry again, i love you again...
Which mind is the right one...To be in the right of mind?
I think i got stuck with 2 wrong lefts and only a right up ahead but my power steering is fucked
SO if you want to forget everything i said
Go ahead, that's fine, i'll just say it again.
I'm not forgetful so don't worry
"You're just one big baby!" he said to me
I must be for crying, for feeling, for being sorry and for stealing
I know i'm awful and stupid
but then again i'm only human
But that's no excuse which i'm sure you'll tell me soon
Punish me and hurt me
i deserve it all i'm sure
I'm a criminal, and you hate me
but i can't help but to love you
so i'm sorry again i know you've heard it before
and you'll hear it some more cuz i'm feeling really guilty
for the shit i put on your plate
don't eat it, it's nasty.
~christina
Wooooooooooooooooooooo ..... she sings "just breathe" i'm feeling sick. Blah! I'm so fucked up.