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I feel like crap today. I woke up this morning feelin like I was about to toss my damn cookies. I couldnt lie on my sides or my stomach cause for sure I was about to puke. The only way I could sleep was on my back. I dont think I felt that way all night, nor did I feel it before I fell asleep. All I know is I woke up with an ANGRY stomach.
Went to the bathroom and thought for sure something was gonna come up...as things were comin down. But other than rocking back and forth begging to be put out of my missery, nothing happened.
I had to wake up early this morning to drive Jas to school cause my mom went and broke her foot coming down t he neighbours front steps on Monday.
So I slowly got dressed and threw a hat over my messy hair and went down stairs. I thought maybe if I put something in my stomach, I'll feel better. So I had one of Jas' apple juice boxes and a muffin. I could barely get the muffin down cause the nausea just kept coming and going. I was starting to feel like maybe eating was making it worse. So I finished the juice and drove her to school. Waiting in the kiss n' ride, I got real nautious but knew nothing was going to come out. I just totally felt like royal shit. I was hoping that I'd get to work and it'll still be there so they send me home lol.
So I got home, got out a can of apple juice cause I couldnt find another box and brought the rest of my muffin up to my room. As I was lying down trying to get back to sleep, I'd nurse the juice and muffin begging for it to make me feel better.
Now...I dont feel nearly as bad. It's not totally gone. It comes and goes and sometimes it comes in real strong. But other than that, I seem ok. Im hungry as hell but Im afraid to eat. In fact, I dont have a whole lot of time to anyway. I think I should try and have something though. Mom hobbled herself into the car earlier. I dont know where she went but she called later and asked if I wanted her to pick me up a roti to take to work.
I just hope I can eat it.
I dont know why the hell Im feeling this way. All I know is that if I wasnt on my period today, I'd be worried. But that's the strange thing about it. I've NEVER felt nautious while on my period...ever. I never even really feel nautious from just nothing. It takes a lot to make me queezy to this point and it takes even more to actually make me vomit. I can count only 2 or 3 times in my whole life where I've actually puked..both times I was severly sick.
Meh...I donno what the fuck is goin on :(
Went to the bathroom and thought for sure something was gonna come up...as things were comin down. But other than rocking back and forth begging to be put out of my missery, nothing happened.
I had to wake up early this morning to drive Jas to school cause my mom went and broke her foot coming down t he neighbours front steps on Monday.
So I slowly got dressed and threw a hat over my messy hair and went down stairs. I thought maybe if I put something in my stomach, I'll feel better. So I had one of Jas' apple juice boxes and a muffin. I could barely get the muffin down cause the nausea just kept coming and going. I was starting to feel like maybe eating was making it worse. So I finished the juice and drove her to school. Waiting in the kiss n' ride, I got real nautious but knew nothing was going to come out. I just totally felt like royal shit. I was hoping that I'd get to work and it'll still be there so they send me home lol.
So I got home, got out a can of apple juice cause I couldnt find another box and brought the rest of my muffin up to my room. As I was lying down trying to get back to sleep, I'd nurse the juice and muffin begging for it to make me feel better.
Now...I dont feel nearly as bad. It's not totally gone. It comes and goes and sometimes it comes in real strong. But other than that, I seem ok. Im hungry as hell but Im afraid to eat. In fact, I dont have a whole lot of time to anyway. I think I should try and have something though. Mom hobbled herself into the car earlier. I dont know where she went but she called later and asked if I wanted her to pick me up a roti to take to work.
I just hope I can eat it.
I dont know why the hell Im feeling this way. All I know is that if I wasnt on my period today, I'd be worried. But that's the strange thing about it. I've NEVER felt nautious while on my period...ever. I never even really feel nautious from just nothing. It takes a lot to make me queezy to this point and it takes even more to actually make me vomit. I can count only 2 or 3 times in my whole life where I've actually puked..both times I was severly sick.
Meh...I donno what the fuck is goin on :(