its all over!
Honestly...Im so glad the holidays are over. In a way Im happy Im going back to work cause I need the money but at the same time, Im going to miss sleeping in and such.
Anyway.
My christmas was nice. Rich and I did xmas at our own places then exchanged gifts on firday after we went to watch I Am Legand.
I got him a nice shirt and ties for his job interviews and if he needs them for the job. One of the ties came with the shirt but its a little more formal and white so I told him if he needs to go to a christening or wedding he could wear that one.
I have another tie in my closet for him but I didnt give it to him because Im waiting on the shirt to come in stalk at Tip Top Tailors. Its a wicked blue with a ribbed texture. They showed me other tops that are "Close" to the colour but they're not nearly as nice as the one I saw. but they didnt have them in his size so I got the guy at the store close to my house to write down my info to call me when he gets them in stock next. So depending on when they come in it may be his anniversery or birthday gift.
For xmas he got me a pair of pearl earings and a single pearl on a gold chain necklace. I dont normally like pearls but because its from him I love them. Unfortunatly the chain was so fine and delicate it broke after only a few days :(. So I just have to replace the chain, luckly I caught the pearl.
Anyway..
um..oh I Am Legand was ok. Not great not awful...just ok. I didnt know it was a zombie movie going in...and I dont think many people knew that either.
Im barely on facebook these days but I was on today and checking out my ex's profile since we barely talk anymore, cause I was reading a note he posted about this wholesale business he's in and how people are "too dumb for their own good" cause they wont join him in "making extra money on a part-time basis"
Anyway...I got an interesting surprise. He's engaged.
I knew he was talking about it before...since last spring. But he'd always tell me Id be the first to know. I knew that wasnt true but...I figured I'd know from his own words either way. Not facebook.
Im not bitter or upset. I mean, Im over him in that way. It just sucks to be reminded yet again that we werent nearly as close as we thought we were...or I thought we were I should say. I can honestly say that we dont talk anymore because he's with her. Not because im with Richard. At first I started thinking it was my fault and i was the bad friend. But its not me. Its him.
When he was with her the first time arouund, he stoped talking to me. He honestly just dissapeared off the face of the earth until they broke up. I didnt even find out until after the fact...way after that they were living together.
So Im not exactly surprised that its happening again. Im just not as hurt this time around.
Even though last summer ('06) we had that conversation where he said he'd want me at his wedding...I never truely expected to be invited. I feel that more so now than ever.
He didnt even pop up on msn to say "Hey, how are you? guess what?"
I mean...he told me he was thinking of asking her from the start. Why not say anything now? i dont know. Im probably thinking too much about it all.
I shouldnt expect anything from him.
Like I said...its just dissapointing to know that someone you cared about and loved for so long really isnt the friend you thought they were.
It also reinstates the fact that it seems that everyone from my high school class are either engaged, married, or pregnant...or both.
Im....still here.
Anyway.
My christmas was nice. Rich and I did xmas at our own places then exchanged gifts on firday after we went to watch I Am Legand.
I got him a nice shirt and ties for his job interviews and if he needs them for the job. One of the ties came with the shirt but its a little more formal and white so I told him if he needs to go to a christening or wedding he could wear that one.
I have another tie in my closet for him but I didnt give it to him because Im waiting on the shirt to come in stalk at Tip Top Tailors. Its a wicked blue with a ribbed texture. They showed me other tops that are "Close" to the colour but they're not nearly as nice as the one I saw. but they didnt have them in his size so I got the guy at the store close to my house to write down my info to call me when he gets them in stock next. So depending on when they come in it may be his anniversery or birthday gift.
For xmas he got me a pair of pearl earings and a single pearl on a gold chain necklace. I dont normally like pearls but because its from him I love them. Unfortunatly the chain was so fine and delicate it broke after only a few days :(. So I just have to replace the chain, luckly I caught the pearl.
Anyway..
um..oh I Am Legand was ok. Not great not awful...just ok. I didnt know it was a zombie movie going in...and I dont think many people knew that either.
Im barely on facebook these days but I was on today and checking out my ex's profile since we barely talk anymore, cause I was reading a note he posted about this wholesale business he's in and how people are "too dumb for their own good" cause they wont join him in "making extra money on a part-time basis"
Anyway...I got an interesting surprise. He's engaged.
I knew he was talking about it before...since last spring. But he'd always tell me Id be the first to know. I knew that wasnt true but...I figured I'd know from his own words either way. Not facebook.
Im not bitter or upset. I mean, Im over him in that way. It just sucks to be reminded yet again that we werent nearly as close as we thought we were...or I thought we were I should say. I can honestly say that we dont talk anymore because he's with her. Not because im with Richard. At first I started thinking it was my fault and i was the bad friend. But its not me. Its him.
When he was with her the first time arouund, he stoped talking to me. He honestly just dissapeared off the face of the earth until they broke up. I didnt even find out until after the fact...way after that they were living together.
So Im not exactly surprised that its happening again. Im just not as hurt this time around.
Even though last summer ('06) we had that conversation where he said he'd want me at his wedding...I never truely expected to be invited. I feel that more so now than ever.
He didnt even pop up on msn to say "Hey, how are you? guess what?"
I mean...he told me he was thinking of asking her from the start. Why not say anything now? i dont know. Im probably thinking too much about it all.
I shouldnt expect anything from him.
Like I said...its just dissapointing to know that someone you cared about and loved for so long really isnt the friend you thought they were.
It also reinstates the fact that it seems that everyone from my high school class are either engaged, married, or pregnant...or both.
Im....still here.