*Maybe I'm too jaded to love somebody like you...*
I totally found the Deb Talan cd today
After months of searching. High and low. In and out. You know... all over.
I wanna go hiking. So the rain really needs to stop.
I also want to paint something. So I need to go buy a canvas.
I need to cut my hair. But I think I'll just shave it before they lock me up.
I love not being in school. I can finally think about...my life. I can snap out of the robotic mode I was in.
Wake up, class, more class, reading reading, sleep. Repeat.
Yeah... it wasnt too fun.
Kinda crazy being home though. I didn't miss the chaos. And I'm really not used to it anymore.
Kinda makes me wanna get high again. This whole city is like one big trigger.
I guess its up to me wether or not I pull it.
I need to write. But the big fucking block is still there.
I like waking up to my sister hovering over me. I missed that.
I'm glad I'm not sick anymore. But I wish it still hurt to swallow. I liked livin off soup.
Tonight is going to be awkward. I'm going out to dinner for my dad's birthday.
And my ex just informed me that she is going to be at the same restaurant. With her family.
AWKWARD.
but we all know that i thrive on really twisted situations. So i'll get my kicks.
I cant wait to go to arizona. I miss kelly. she is my inspiration.
I want to shop. I will shop alot this week. Mmmm retail therapy.
I wish brains came with a switch. Mine needs to be shut off.
Until later.
After months of searching. High and low. In and out. You know... all over.
I wanna go hiking. So the rain really needs to stop.
I also want to paint something. So I need to go buy a canvas.
I need to cut my hair. But I think I'll just shave it before they lock me up.
I love not being in school. I can finally think about...my life. I can snap out of the robotic mode I was in.
Wake up, class, more class, reading reading, sleep. Repeat.
Yeah... it wasnt too fun.
Kinda crazy being home though. I didn't miss the chaos. And I'm really not used to it anymore.
Kinda makes me wanna get high again. This whole city is like one big trigger.
I guess its up to me wether or not I pull it.
I need to write. But the big fucking block is still there.
I like waking up to my sister hovering over me. I missed that.
I'm glad I'm not sick anymore. But I wish it still hurt to swallow. I liked livin off soup.
Tonight is going to be awkward. I'm going out to dinner for my dad's birthday.
And my ex just informed me that she is going to be at the same restaurant. With her family.
AWKWARD.
but we all know that i thrive on really twisted situations. So i'll get my kicks.
I cant wait to go to arizona. I miss kelly. she is my inspiration.
I want to shop. I will shop alot this week. Mmmm retail therapy.
I wish brains came with a switch. Mine needs to be shut off.
Until later.