May 13, 2006 22:58
I'm trying not to. I'm trying not to get mad. I'm trying not to be sad. I'm trying to reassure myself. And you know what it never has worked and probably won't this time either.It's insane. I am crazy busy and i really don't have time, but I feel like I should. I start but then i get side tracked.
so it has been about 5 minutes. I'm not so irked. Maybe I just get jealous. I can be selfish sometimes.
ehh...ok it's been another 20 minutes. time to go watch a movie.
"with my hands open"