Such a Humble smile, I could only imagine what it looks like in the sunlight...
so yeah i am wicked scene..
i miss mass soo much. i am liek getting down to the 4 months left of my high school life and i can tell u it is dragging out way too much. i hate school soo much. i don't liek the kids there and i hate all my classes. i hate alabama, someone blow it up. i can't wait to graduate and drive out of that place and yell "I HATE THE SOUTH!!" and i will do it.
what sucks a lot that i don't really tell people is that i ain't going to my prom down here because of not having anyone to go with and that i really don't wanna waste my money and time at something i knwo i ain't going to have a good time at. i wanted to go with someone that i liked or just even knew, and go hang out with will and brad and my date. but i can't. my senior year is not something that i imagined it to be. i was really letdown in life on this one. i always thought of my senior year to be really fun, spending it with my friends and just having a good time. but i go to school, don't have really and good friends, i go home, sit in my room and cry and become depressed. i am so down lately and i don't wanna be liek this anymore. everything i think that is goign to go right in my life becomes bad. i dont' get what is going on but i hope and pray that nothign else gets worse cause i can bet that if it does get back i am going to have a breakdown and probably run away or something.
on a lighter note, i am trying to find a job to get money so i can fly back up for a week in march... if i can get a job..
i miss the band.. i want to play shows, i want to practice, i just wanna hang out with my buddies.
"i am torn because i like you and we could be hanging out and talking and stuff but i am here and i hate it."
i got some sick clothes i must say. i tried some outfits together and i must say one of them makes me look so styleish. i am gonna have new pics up in my myspace soon after i get my trim on my hair and i get my new gauges in.
but i am gonna go cause i am cold and i am hoping to go to youth group tonight if my mom comes back in time....doubt it.
Blessed be the Lord,
Josh-O
i miss mass soo much. i am liek getting down to the 4 months left of my high school life and i can tell u it is dragging out way too much. i hate school soo much. i don't liek the kids there and i hate all my classes. i hate alabama, someone blow it up. i can't wait to graduate and drive out of that place and yell "I HATE THE SOUTH!!" and i will do it.
what sucks a lot that i don't really tell people is that i ain't going to my prom down here because of not having anyone to go with and that i really don't wanna waste my money and time at something i knwo i ain't going to have a good time at. i wanted to go with someone that i liked or just even knew, and go hang out with will and brad and my date. but i can't. my senior year is not something that i imagined it to be. i was really letdown in life on this one. i always thought of my senior year to be really fun, spending it with my friends and just having a good time. but i go to school, don't have really and good friends, i go home, sit in my room and cry and become depressed. i am so down lately and i don't wanna be liek this anymore. everything i think that is goign to go right in my life becomes bad. i dont' get what is going on but i hope and pray that nothign else gets worse cause i can bet that if it does get back i am going to have a breakdown and probably run away or something.
on a lighter note, i am trying to find a job to get money so i can fly back up for a week in march... if i can get a job..
i miss the band.. i want to play shows, i want to practice, i just wanna hang out with my buddies.
"i am torn because i like you and we could be hanging out and talking and stuff but i am here and i hate it."
i got some sick clothes i must say. i tried some outfits together and i must say one of them makes me look so styleish. i am gonna have new pics up in my myspace soon after i get my trim on my hair and i get my new gauges in.
but i am gonna go cause i am cold and i am hoping to go to youth group tonight if my mom comes back in time....doubt it.
Blessed be the Lord,
Josh-O