no sleep for the restless

[xmoshxbrigadex]

so for the past month or so i either:

a.) haven't been able to sleep.
b.) haven't been able to get to sleep easily.
c.) haven't been able to sleep the whole night through.

i really have no idea what could be causing it though
i'm starting to think that i have insomnia
or something along those lines.

but if thats the case,
i don't want to take sleeping pills for it
because i don't want to become dependent on them.

maybe its because of stress?
i mean i have been out of a job for about 2 months now
and the whole not having money to contribute thing
really got to me and it bothers me

i do have a job lined up though
so maybe that will help.

i guess i'll just have to wait see.

so for now.
another sleepless night it is.