Aug 14, 2004 15:16
hey guys!
so yeah..i decided not to go to the lunatic luau. why? i dnt know. but chyeah.. im thnking that i'll have my birthday thing that weekend.. i dnt really want to say im having a birthday party, because i hate birthday parties.. if they're for me... basically because i dnt like asking to be the center of attention or what not.
but yeah.. the weekend that i want to do this is jus the weekend before my birthday, which is the 28th.
im thnkin i'll have.. nick, miah, heather, billy, dayna, klay, and maybe stacy and vino go to like... busch gardens for a while then come back, rent a movie order some pizza and play twister (lol stacy) or something.. im gonna try to get someone to get some alcoholic beverages for the night, but who knows!? and like.. have everybodie spend the night.
i dnt kno.
anyways... oh yeah.. i went skating last night with heather, nick, b-rad, vino, miah, billy and stuff and like it was fun. heather and billy go out :) el yay!! but i was kinda down for like a while.. like, jus zoning out cause i dunno.. i like being single and stuff but i dnt like being alone.. and i thnk the person i like doesnt really wanna be with me.. but idk. i want to be with someone.. but not jus anyone. idk blah! lol
anyhow.. yeah, next weekend my moms gonna give me a 100$ for my bday and another 100$ for school clothes.. so me and heather are gonna go shopping and im gonna spend it all on clothes. neat!!!
wow this entry is long...........o well. oh yay brand new jus came on launch.
blah
ok hopefuly i can chill with someone today or this comming up week cause i hate staying at home!! BAHHH!
hah todays a lazy day for me... i havent even taken a shower today... but i want to cuz i feel all dirty but i hate doing my hair and make up but whatever.
anyways im out
later all