Today
I Miss rob soo much its not even funny i mean hes the best thing that has ever happened to me EVER and i never want to lose him... ever oh god just the thought of losing him makes me sick. i love him so much, he does so much for me and i wish i did more for him! he deserves so much better but im glad he setteled for me. im so afraid that someone will come along and snatch him from me because hes the best person EVER! Hes always so beautiful too...even when hes sad or mad at me. i have this picture of him and i cant let it go so im typing with one hand with the picture in the other i never want to lose him. EVER in this picture i look so bad with my little blonde hair. but he looks sooooo good. i wanna look at it forever! i cant wait till i can see him tomorrow because were going to spend the day together in my room with noone buggin us. were not gunna do anything just cuddle and talk because we havnt done that in awhile and i miss it alot. i love when he has his arms around me i feel so special because i never thought anyone this amazing could ever go for me. but i guess i was wrong.. hes so nice and kind too. hes sooo good to me. he does alot for me and it makes me happy im with him... my life was so bad before and since him everything has changed im so much happier now because before i really had nothing to live for. now that i have him in my life. hes all i live for.
I love you rob and i will always love you...Love Never Changes....<3
<3Amanda<3