Dec 17, 2010 21:46
So obviously my "life blog" has been thoroughly neglected as of late. Blogging has been and will likely continue, to be a noticeable part of my life. I like looking back and seeing how I felt at this exact time last year and the year before that. But having two blogs, with two very different purposes, can be difficult to manage and balance. I'll try to be better.
There are a lot of things about myself that bother me. There are sides of myself that I don't quite like, but no one is perfect..
-I annoy myself when I don't paint my nails and they're chipped.
-I don't like when I don't spend enough time with my dog; he's not going to be around forever.
-I hate it when I get filled with angst and don't know how to deal with it.
-I hate how the thought of other specific people fills me with insecurity.
-I hate it when I get panicky.
-I hate it when I cut my bangs and regret it. Arrrrg.
-I annoy myself by not saving enough money, but then I'm annoyed that I've saved too much and can't get enough shopping done.
-I envy how other people know exactly what road to take and I'm at a complete loss.
-I don't like how the future makes me frightened.
-I don't like how impatient I am; I know I demand a lot from the people around me.
Some of the above things are trivial, where as most of the above things are actually pretty serious. I'm nervous about the future, and I know this might cause problems.. I'm working on these things for the sake of myself and others.
And I have a headache.