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The Dance performance is on Friday.
Im not really into it.
I guess its because im so used to big recitals with expensive costumes and tons of pressure.
This will be a piece of cake.
And I hid myself pretty well in the back most of the time.
I dont even really like any of the dances.
Except the ballet part im doing.
And the part where i do a heel stretch into a split.
Other than that i have no motivation to do it.
My break sucked. I worked the whole time. Im getting more used to it, but i really dont want to waste my teenage years slaving at a stupid job.
Im so anxious to get back to danceworks. Theyve been closed for 2 weeks. I need it so badly. I dont know what im going to do when I have no time for dance. My life will be miserable.
And right now, i miss him more than ever. The other day i was thinking about him and i could barely breathe. I just wanted to run away and cry for the rest of my life. I hate the way it makes me feel.
I hate Chemistry.
Im not really into it.
I guess its because im so used to big recitals with expensive costumes and tons of pressure.
This will be a piece of cake.
And I hid myself pretty well in the back most of the time.
I dont even really like any of the dances.
Except the ballet part im doing.
And the part where i do a heel stretch into a split.
Other than that i have no motivation to do it.
My break sucked. I worked the whole time. Im getting more used to it, but i really dont want to waste my teenage years slaving at a stupid job.
Im so anxious to get back to danceworks. Theyve been closed for 2 weeks. I need it so badly. I dont know what im going to do when I have no time for dance. My life will be miserable.
And right now, i miss him more than ever. The other day i was thinking about him and i could barely breathe. I just wanted to run away and cry for the rest of my life. I hate the way it makes me feel.
I hate Chemistry.