[14] You and your empty sky are nothing but a barrier.

Apr 05, 2008 10:33

If their deep anxiety will permit, (if it will not) there is an Ocean and a Sky that is all in due traveler's course. A china quality to birds. To besting. (I have underestimated - and yet not - the weight of string that binds itself. It's quiet, but it's still growing.) I think a better investment might be giving It over to the Ruckus entirely, atleast until I can no longer recognize It. (When I awake to find it still here, it makes me nauseous. I've had to put off eating for some weeks now. How cryptic. How absurd. A child on the north wind; but who has yet to see the Rose in it's proper corner? Maps are foreign to those who do not understand the properties of distance, I think.)

PRIVATE;

Where there is nothing.

(There is everything.)

That I will go, unbidden from the wretchedness in which I find myself, but in the case that Sasuke is the fool I take him for It will serve a proper substitution and that is It's sole purpose to me; the father is not the rye, and I am not my father, nor am I his father, and so it is that the infant - silence as it ever might be - still makes my insides writhe with displeasure.

I wonder if it is fear to snap his brittle neck; an impossibility. (That I should not ever awake to find myself afraid of an infant. Filthy, filthy. I haven't been able to smoke inside for quite sometimes and the ache in my temples is evidence. Subscribe the peace in death. Nicotine addiction. That I should masochistically lower myself into a well so that I can be fished up and sewn through with bullet wounds.)

I have been to see the Rookery.

They're wild again.

(A new project to substitute the new project.)

/PRIVATE;

Speak not that would forever-

Drink.

Hold.

Peace.

(Be not with you.)
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